me

 Hi everyone! I'm currently going through a breakup. It hurts like hell. I truly love this person and it's hard to let go. What state am I in? Well, I am still in denial. A part of me still hopes he would come back to me and a part of me is fighting against that, saying I should not rely on someone who isn't going to be there, in the long run, to make me happy, and I need to work on myself. I need to be more productive and successful to make myself happy again. Nothing is more beautiful than success. Strength is the power and a key to attractiveness. I really want to fast forward time, I want to find myself once again. It's been two days and it's killing me. The feeling of separation is one of my biggest fears and I'm having a difficult time fighting it.